Ok i am 21 and i am unemployed, i live in a shitty wee place that has nothing to offer me what so ever, I play in a pipe band, well i did untill about a month ago, and i am bored constantly, I still live with my parents in a 5 bedroom house, what they need a 5 bedroom house for i do not know, because there is only the 3 of us. Its big and its spooky i can't even sleep in it by myself which at 21 is a bit sad. My family consists of my mother who bless her suffers from agrophobia and hasn't been out the house in nearly 17 years, which meant me relying on my dad alot, My mother was a policewoman in her younger years and then went on be become a nurse, Then there is my poor father who at 61 is still working to provide for his family, he was a policeman for 27 years but took early retirement and now workds for a ferry company, which he loves, Then there is catriona, my gorgeous thinner prettier more successfull older sister, she is 29, a nurse who is heading to australia to work, she doesn't have a boyfriend or any kids and she is amazing at her job, she can however be a total bitch when she wants to be. Calum is 27 he is the 2nd born from my mother the only boy, the defect lol but we love him, sometimes he doesn't have 2 brain cells to rub together, He lives miles away in inverness with the love of his life fiona who i personaly don't think is all that special but maybe thats the wee sister bit coming out in me. He is also a drummer and has a mental ge of a 3 year old.
Then i was born on the 9th of june 1986 on my fathers birthday, and 21 years later i am stilll living at home with mummy and daddy. I did move out a couple of times to glasgow but it never worked out. I sometimes think i am going to be one of these people that will never leave the shitty little town that i live in, I hope not tho because i think it would drive me to drink. Its not that i didn't enjoy living and working in glasgow but i am just really shit with money. The first time i moved away i was 18, i had found my own little flat who i shared with my best friend of all time derek and i couldn't of been happier, we both worked in the local safeway which was just round the corner, i worked night and he worked days so that were not around each other all the time.
Things were going really well untill SHE moved in. We will cal her the moose because thats all she is. Things between me and derek were not going so good, i think its because we were with each other so much, i still loved him as a friend but for some reason i couldn't really stand to be around him.
The Moose moved in because she wasn't getting on with her mummy,and muggins here took pity on her and asked derek if she could move in. i have to say that that was the BIGGEST mistake of my life. Things were ok for a while but then one night it wen't horribly wrong.
We had all spent the day together in town shopping, then that night we went to another friends house for a drink. The moose got too drunk and started her shit, WE had grown up together so we had alot of history, my mum used to look after her after school and we had always been competitive, anyway she started to bring up crap from the past and it got wayyyy out of control anyway we had a huge fight and derek took her side which was the most horrible thing for me because we were so close. the next day i was back living at home, I had lost my best friend and i was back in the place that i wanted to be furthest away from.