I really hate sundays, they have to be the most boring day ever. unless you are a football fan then your sorted for 6 hours, It is however the final of dancing on ice, who do you think will win? I am really hoping its chris fountain, It's quite sad i am even bothered.
I have only just managed to get out of my bed, feel like shite, now with hangover i may add, i just feel like my head has been used as a football, I have had an old one night stand texting me all day about his extrermely large hardon and asking me what i am going to do about it, answer to that question would be nothing because he lives miles away, he asked for a picture of me in some sort of underwear but i lied an told him i was in town,I dont wanna go upstairs put on some sexy undies try and take a picture with a camera phone just to he can get one off, nah too much hastle mate, i am sure he has mass amounts of porn on his phone so he can use that, i am happy in my spongebob squarepants jammies and looking unsexy thank you very much. It is not raining today and the sun is trying to get out but i doubt it will ammount to anything i just hope it stays dry. I am quite hungry the last thing i ate was a packet of oreos, might have one for breakfast, well lunch, dinner. whatever you have at 20 past 4 in the afternoon. As i said sundays just floor me. They never used to bother me because i would be at pipe band practice,but now they just DRAGGGGG!!!! My main aim today is to find a job that will allow me to work monday to friday nine till five.

Phone has gone quiet since i text david saying i was in town, he only ever texts when he is on the road in his hotel room and is horny, Big mistake giving him my number, Fantastic in bed tho, he even started dating afterwards but then he got all weird, he gave me his other mobile number not realising that i already had it and pretended to be some camerman called ali who wanted to film me and davd having sex, well the alarm bells started to ring there, then his mates girlfriend rang my best friend saying that david had a girlfriend, I think i was upset for about 5 seconds. I called him and he said it was not true, I was like baby i am 21 you are 39, i really don't need this in my life, so things kind of went quiet for a while but he got back in contact, which was my fault for sending him my new number shit happens.
I did mangae to get out on staurday night tho, which was good because i hadn't been out in months, I was fleeing after 3 drinks but i did however manage to pull a lovely man called ralf,who was 35 from engalnd somewhere. who really cares he gave me 3 and a half hours of sex and by christ was it good. Anyway not that you really wanna know about that.

Oh well i am going to get my packet of oreos and watch the football. xxxx

Ok i am 21 and i am unemployed, i live in a shitty wee place that has nothing to offer me what so ever, I play in a pipe band, well i did untill about a month ago, and i am bored constantly, I still live with my parents in a 5 bedroom house, what they need a 5 bedroom house for i do not know, because there is only the 3 of us. Its big and its spooky i can't even sleep in it by myself which at 21 is a bit sad. My family consists of my mother who bless her suffers from agrophobia and hasn't been out the house in nearly 17 years, which meant me relying on my dad alot, My mother was a policewoman in her younger years and then went on be become a nurse, Then there is my poor father who at 61 is still working to provide for his family, he was a policeman for 27 years but took early retirement and now workds for a ferry company, which he loves, Then there is catriona, my gorgeous thinner prettier more successfull older sister, she is 29, a nurse who is heading to australia to work, she doesn't have a boyfriend or any kids and she is amazing at her job, she can however be a total bitch when she wants to be. Calum is 27 he is the 2nd born from my mother the only boy, the defect lol but we love him, sometimes he doesn't have 2 brain cells to rub together, He lives miles away in inverness with the love of his life fiona who i personaly don't think is all that special but maybe thats the wee sister bit coming out in me. He is also a drummer and has a mental ge of a 3 year old.

Then i was born on the 9th of june 1986 on my fathers birthday, and 21 years later i am stilll living at home with mummy and daddy. I did move out a couple of times to glasgow but it never worked out. I sometimes think i am going to be one of these people that will never leave the shitty little town that i live in, I hope not tho because i think it would drive me to drink. Its not that i didn't enjoy living and working in glasgow but i am just really shit with money. The first time i moved away i was 18, i had found my own little flat who i shared with my best friend of all time derek and i couldn't of been happier, we both worked in the local safeway which was just round the corner, i worked night and he worked days so that were not around each other all the time.

Things were going really well untill SHE moved in. We will cal her the moose because thats all she is. Things between me and derek were not going so good, i think its because we were with each other so much, i still loved him as a friend but for some reason i couldn't really stand to be around him.

The Moose moved in because she wasn't getting on with her mummy,and muggins here took pity on her and asked derek if she could move in. i have to say that that was the BIGGEST mistake of my life. Things were ok for a while but then one night it wen't horribly wrong.

We had all spent the day together in town shopping, then that night we went to another friends house for a drink. The moose got too drunk and started her shit, WE had grown up together so we had alot of history, my mum used to look after her after school and we had always been competitive, anyway she started to bring up crap from the past and it got wayyyy out of control anyway we had a huge fight and derek took her side which was the most horrible thing for me because we were so close. the next day i was back living at home, I had lost my best friend and i was back in the place that i wanted to be furthest away from.